Bloody hell

Hey my blog is dead!! HAHAHAHA WEEEE! super sorry for not udating. yeah im busy and part of it is becuz im kinda lazy to turn on the computer and update. face book,blog, twitter, everything has been SERIOUSLY neglected. HAHAHA. find it kinda stressful to catch up with the express and i cried after school on THAT day. which i wouldnt want to elaborate. dont know why i cried but....erm, its really saddening to know that you are not doing well enough to BE in express. ppl tend to have high hopes of doing well when the "upgraded" onto a new and higher level. thats whats happening to me right now. you can just jolly well say that, i've been falling almost EVERY test. WOW. totally not what i've been expecting. i cant catch up. i've been staying back EVERYDAY for studies and going back home to STUDY AGAIN. i've studied twice as hard as everyone and stayed up till 1 am at night just to study for a stupid test -.- dumb right?? bloody hell.

WHATEVER

Get a LIFE. I've had enough. Why do you ALWAYS have to spoil everyone's mood?!?!? Even in the happiest moments, you are still not satisfied. SOMETHING always have to happen when you are around. YOU EVEN SPOIL THE HAPPIEST DAY OF MY LIFE. stop giving me the black face will ya? I HATE IT. IM GONNA LEAVE YOU ALONE. IM NOT CARING A SINGLE SHIT ANYMORE. its not my fault. why do i have to let in?? YOU tell me. 

ENOUGH is ENOUGH. i didnt ask about you doesnt mean i dont care. i do care. i really do. but you are always making things difficult for me, time and time again! i didnt want to say this but, " WHAT'S YOUR FUCKING PROBLEM?!!?" you said you'll change...you said it yourself. Apparently, you didnt.

CNY DANCE PERFORMANCE ( chinatown)

CHARMAINE TAN AHHH!!!!! YOU MADE ME HYPER AGAIN YESTERDAY!!!! we where really REALLY CRAZY ytd! cuz of that charmaine tan!!! made me laugh with her stupid funny faces!! AHAHAH! you cant believe what i've been through. HAHAHA its a torture looking at charmaine's face sia!! know why? cuz she keeps making me laugh!!! i was SOO SOOO hyper before our performance that, when we were about to perform, i started to feel really REALLY zone out. i was lifeless at that time and i felt tired all along. i HAVE to SLEEP. i think i had not enough sleep and was too hyper before thats why im like this now. the dark circles under my eyes are starting to form up and its getting pretty obvious. everyone was like " KAILI!!! what happen to you?!?!?" or " wah!! your dark circles are so obvious leh!!!" than i was like " huh huh?!?!?! got meh?? got meh?? sure bo??" the next moment, before i knew it, i almost fall asleep while standing!! i cant stand up straight and was really really tired. everyone tired to do things to keep me awake as, if i continue being like this, i wont be able to dance properly and might fall. 

They tried their best and when it was time to perform, i was like.....trying to stand up and as usual, i almost fell down again. i HAVE to dance properly cuz there are Ministers around watching our performance. SEE HOW IMPORTANT THIS IS!!! im not exaggerating bout my tiredness. its all true. in the end, we dance and sing along while we celebrated chinese new year at chinatown. ( well, not really chinese new year yet, but soon) HAHA. Best experience ever!! they say we are going  up on TV but apparently its wasnt true at all. SIGH. there was even a superstar as a HOST!!! for this event!!! i think his name is "Li cheng" ??? or smth liddat. i heard it from my friends. or MAYBE i got his name ALL WRONG. OPPPS!!! HAHA. 

(MOST OF THE PHOTOS ARE WITH GWEN, I'LL POST UP WHAT I HAVE^^) 

( didnt took alot of pics ya, cuz we were busy hyper-ing. HEHE)

Awesome Shits.

Its a very very AWESOME day ytd, we had fun (laughing) LOL Nevertheless i ALSO manage to hyped up and go crazy! HEHEHE. laughed ALOT  becuz of 1 tupid girl called CHARMAINE TAN! hahahaha! she mimicked the actor "Dalang" the show where luo zhi xiang and Raine yang acted in?? ( i think so) HAHA. SUPER FUNNY CANN. and superrr unglam lah. wan see wan see? HAHAHAHA. i am going to take a picture of her mimicking "Dalang" as we are going to have our chinatown performance later today. CHARMAINE TAN AHH! YOU MADE LAUGH LIKE SHIT CUZ OF YOUR SUPA FUNNY & UNGLAM FACE X10000!! HAHAHAHAHA! ya well, BEFORE i went superrr hyped up, i met up with Gwendolynn to buy makeup and have our dinner at SUBWAY. awesome shits! pictures are with her so, pardon my blog if it gets too wordy ya! IM SO SO SO EGGCITED FOR THE PERFORMANCE! CONFIRM will get hyped up de!

which is better??

I LOOK LIKE A SIAO CHAR BO!!! AHAHAHAHAH!

Just found out that my A math is BETTER than Emath!! WTH SIA!!! AHAHAHA. and i find amath easier. thats so...so....so...INSANE YA!!!. HAHAHA. seriously, even the simplest of emath can drive me insane! :( its sho hard for me to catch up :'( sobs. having EXTRA REMEDIAL  for MATHS! only me!!! haii.andandand, kena mistaken for a sec 1 by my dance teacher sial!!! haii. nvm, xi guan jiu hao ler. HAIII!. haha. going dinner with gwendolynn later and continue our makeup "hunt" LOL. so ya, bye. AHAHAHAHAAHAHAH! ^^v

Etude Houseee!

went to buy makeup for chinese dance ytd after school, with Gwendolynn. i had fun ya! we bought KOI!!!! yay! haha. From Etude house to SaSa to Skin Food and many many more. teacher was SUPPOSED to give us $200. BUT we ended up with $150 ._. wth. totally not enough cann. From etude house to sasa to skin food and many more. what would you say if i told you we went to toyrus to play? huh? CHILDISH RIGHT?!?!?! HAHA yeah i know. but its fun cannn. going with gwendolynn again this friday after school and cca, having dinner with her and than, going for the chinatown rehearsal till 11 at NIGHT. thats so GREAT right??? -.- watever~ its going to be a long LONG day tmr. confirm sho tired de lorh.

HAII !!!

this is the scholarship from the previous post, sorry that its posted like that. i'll make it straight :/

Haiii, yeah im busy, i know, yeah i didnt update my blogg , i know. yeah i need to do my hw, i know...=.= HAIII!!!!!! sho many things to do yah! haiii. HAHA. its been really busy these days. and i finally know how express life is like. HAIII SHIT. sho tough. haii. imma ish eggcited for the rehearsal and performance at chinatown on fri and sat respectively. ( ofcourse) its going to be a tiring day on friday cuz after school, is cca and after cca, is the rehearsal till late night. -.- "great" ya! and im staying back everyday this week, busy busy busy. My math hw has been delayed for many many days and the homeworks are piling up if i dont do it fast! haiyo ah. siann. :/ tired day today and i STILL have my compo and math to do -.- HAII AGAIN!!!