Bloody hell

Hey my blog is dead!! HAHAHAHA WEEEE! super sorry for not udating. yeah im busy and part of it is becuz im kinda lazy to turn on the computer and update. face book,blog, twitter, everything has been SERIOUSLY neglected. HAHAHA. find it kinda stressful to catch up with the express and i cried after school on THAT day. which i wouldnt want to elaborate. dont know why i cried but....erm, its really saddening to know that you are not doing well enough to BE in express. ppl tend to have high hopes of doing well when the "upgraded" onto a new and higher level. thats whats happening to me right now. you can just jolly well say that, i've been falling almost EVERY test. WOW. totally not what i've been expecting. i cant catch up. i've been staying back EVERYDAY for studies and going back home to STUDY AGAIN. i've studied twice as hard as everyone and stayed up till 1 am at night just to study for a stupid test -.- dumb right?? bloody hell.