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Grape rock, Lime rock, passion fruit rock^^ shit! why izit not straight! :(

Hihi! am not really hyper today. dont know why. i feel sleepy all the time. and i almost slept in Emath lesson. tell you what, math lesson is the ONLY lesson that is NOT boring. can you imagine it? bonkers right? even though math is hard, boring and gives me a MAJOR headache, i find it relatively fun. thats insane. and i know. im most awake at math. other lessons are like shitzcxczcxzc. especially SS and POA. boring ttm can! shesh! anyway, went to Tamp 1," urban write" with  ARETHA today to buy gifts for randall and hongyuan. not really gifts though. imma bought ALOT of papers to make cards ( fyi, these are TOP QUALITY cards okay!!! dont play play ah!) HAHAHAA. i think the wires in my brain are disconnected. know why? cuz im SO busy with heaps of homeworks and i still find time to make cards for themm??? thats like...uh...SIAO CAN. watever. than went to "Times" and bought STICKY for shengwei. ( very late b-day present! sowie!)

I AM A CRAZY GIRL!!!

people always say:

" An apple a day, keeps the doctor away"

But for me, i'd say:

" A RED BULL A DAY, KEEPS MY SIAONESS AWAY!!!" HAHAHAHAHA! ^^v

pictures pictures!

HEH HEH HEH!!! gwendolynn finally uploaded the pictures on fb!!! YAY! so, HERE IT IS!!!

hypo.

Today i,

WENT SUPER HYPER AND LAUGHED ALOT! ^^

Bloody hell

Hey my blog is dead!! HAHAHAHA WEEEE! super sorry for not udating. yeah im busy and part of it is becuz im kinda lazy to turn on the computer and update. face book,blog, twitter, everything has been SERIOUSLY neglected. HAHAHA. find it kinda stressful to catch up with the express and i cried after school on THAT day. which i wouldnt want to elaborate. dont know why i cried but....erm, its really saddening to know that you are not doing well enough to BE in express. ppl tend to have high hopes of doing well when the "upgraded" onto a new and higher level. thats whats happening to me right now. you can just jolly well say that, i've been falling almost EVERY test. WOW. totally not what i've been expecting. i cant catch up. i've been staying back EVERYDAY for studies and going back home to STUDY AGAIN. i've studied twice as hard as everyone and stayed up till 1 am at night just to study for a stupid test -.- dumb right?? bloody hell.

WHATEVER

Get a LIFE. I've had enough. Why do you ALWAYS have to spoil everyone's mood?!?!? Even in the happiest moments, you are still not satisfied. SOMETHING always have to happen when you are around. YOU EVEN SPOIL THE HAPPIEST DAY OF MY LIFE. stop giving me the black face will ya? I HATE IT. IM GONNA LEAVE YOU ALONE. IM NOT CARING A SINGLE SHIT ANYMORE. its not my fault. why do i have to let in?? YOU tell me. 

ENOUGH is ENOUGH. i didnt ask about you doesnt mean i dont care. i do care. i really do. but you are always making things difficult for me, time and time again! i didnt want to say this but, " WHAT'S YOUR FUCKING PROBLEM?!!?" you said you'll change...you said it yourself. Apparently, you didnt.

CNY DANCE PERFORMANCE ( chinatown)

CHARMAINE TAN AHHH!!!!! YOU MADE ME HYPER AGAIN YESTERDAY!!!! we where really REALLY CRAZY ytd! cuz of that charmaine tan!!! made me laugh with her stupid funny faces!! AHAHAH! you cant believe what i've been through. HAHAHA its a torture looking at charmaine's face sia!! know why? cuz she keeps making me laugh!!! i was SOO SOOO hyper before our performance that, when we were about to perform, i started to feel really REALLY zone out. i was lifeless at that time and i felt tired all along. i HAVE to SLEEP. i think i had not enough sleep and was too hyper before thats why im like this now. the dark circles under my eyes are starting to form up and its getting pretty obvious. everyone was like " KAILI!!! what happen to you?!?!?" or " wah!! your dark circles are so obvious leh!!!" than i was like " huh huh?!?!?! got meh?? got meh?? sure bo??" the next moment, before i knew it, i almost fall asleep while standing!! i cant stand up straight and was really really tired. everyone tired to do things to keep me awake as, if i continue being like this, i wont be able to dance properly and might fall. 

They tried their best and when it was time to perform, i was like.....trying to stand up and as usual, i almost fell down again. i HAVE to dance properly cuz there are Ministers around watching our performance. SEE HOW IMPORTANT THIS IS!!! im not exaggerating bout my tiredness. its all true. in the end, we dance and sing along while we celebrated chinese new year at chinatown. ( well, not really chinese new year yet, but soon) HAHA. Best experience ever!! they say we are going  up on TV but apparently its wasnt true at all. SIGH. there was even a superstar as a HOST!!! for this event!!! i think his name is "Li cheng" ??? or smth liddat. i heard it from my friends. or MAYBE i got his name ALL WRONG. OPPPS!!! HAHA. 

(MOST OF THE PHOTOS ARE WITH GWEN, I'LL POST UP WHAT I HAVE^^) 

( didnt took alot of pics ya, cuz we were busy hyper-ing. HEHE)

Awesome Shits.

Its a very very AWESOME day ytd, we had fun (laughing) LOL Nevertheless i ALSO manage to hyped up and go crazy! HEHEHE. laughed ALOT  becuz of 1 tupid girl called CHARMAINE TAN! hahahaha! she mimicked the actor "Dalang" the show where luo zhi xiang and Raine yang acted in?? ( i think so) HAHA. SUPER FUNNY CANN. and superrr unglam lah. wan see wan see? HAHAHAHA. i am going to take a picture of her mimicking "Dalang" as we are going to have our chinatown performance later today. CHARMAINE TAN AHH! YOU MADE LAUGH LIKE SHIT CUZ OF YOUR SUPA FUNNY & UNGLAM FACE X10000!! HAHAHAHAHA! ya well, BEFORE i went superrr hyped up, i met up with Gwendolynn to buy makeup and have our dinner at SUBWAY. awesome shits! pictures are with her so, pardon my blog if it gets too wordy ya! IM SO SO SO EGGCITED FOR THE PERFORMANCE! CONFIRM will get hyped up de!

which is better??

I LOOK LIKE A SIAO CHAR BO!!! AHAHAHAHAH!

Just found out that my A math is BETTER than Emath!! WTH SIA!!! AHAHAHA. and i find amath easier. thats so...so....so...INSANE YA!!!. HAHAHA. seriously, even the simplest of emath can drive me insane! :( its sho hard for me to catch up :'( sobs. having EXTRA REMEDIAL  for MATHS! only me!!! haii.andandand, kena mistaken for a sec 1 by my dance teacher sial!!! haii. nvm, xi guan jiu hao ler. HAIII!. haha. going dinner with gwendolynn later and continue our makeup "hunt" LOL. so ya, bye. AHAHAHAHAAHAHAH! ^^v

Etude Houseee!

went to buy makeup for chinese dance ytd after school, with Gwendolynn. i had fun ya! we bought KOI!!!! yay! haha. From Etude house to SaSa to Skin Food and many many more. teacher was SUPPOSED to give us $200. BUT we ended up with $150 ._. wth. totally not enough cann. From etude house to sasa to skin food and many more. what would you say if i told you we went to toyrus to play? huh? CHILDISH RIGHT?!?!?! HAHA yeah i know. but its fun cannn. going with gwendolynn again this friday after school and cca, having dinner with her and than, going for the chinatown rehearsal till 11 at NIGHT. thats so GREAT right??? -.- watever~ its going to be a long LONG day tmr. confirm sho tired de lorh.

HAII !!!

this is the scholarship from the previous post, sorry that its posted like that. i'll make it straight :/

Haiii, yeah im busy, i know, yeah i didnt update my blogg , i know. yeah i need to do my hw, i know...=.= HAIII!!!!!! sho many things to do yah! haiii. HAHA. its been really busy these days. and i finally know how express life is like. HAIII SHIT. sho tough. haii. imma ish eggcited for the rehearsal and performance at chinatown on fri and sat respectively. ( ofcourse) its going to be a tiring day on friday cuz after school, is cca and after cca, is the rehearsal till late night. -.- "great" ya! and im staying back everyday this week, busy busy busy. My math hw has been delayed for many many days and the homeworks are piling up if i dont do it fast! haiyo ah. siann. :/ tired day today and i STILL have my compo and math to do -.- HAII AGAIN!!!

HOW? how how??

GOT MY EDUSAVE SCHOLARSHIP YTD!!!! hahaz. after dance ya. and imma ish going for the chinatown dance rehearsal today!!!! the 9th of january!!!! WEEEEEEE!!!! hahas sho happy/eggcited lah. cuz its felt like going to CHINGAY! and i miss chingay alot :'( sobs. sho fun. I WANNA GO AGAIN!!! haii. learning A math and Emath is HARD WORK!!! sometimes i get fed up with the homeworks when i dont know how to do it. like NOW!!! haish! starting ish ALWAYS hard. i know i'll get a hang of it soon. but now is really...really...omg hard lah! i need tuition!!! i need someone to teach me!!!! i need ALOT of encouragement!!! I NEED TO WORKHARD!!! AHHHH! its sho tough, sometimes i just felt like giving up and drop back to NA. i know i cant do that. so how? how how? i need ALOT of guidance. can someone just understand how i feel? i am not joking. its really starting to get stressful. i dont know what to do.....

Not fair.

school was fun todaayyy!!!!! surprisingly!! HEHE. what made me frustrated most was the cca fair. apart from not many ppl joining chinese dance and up till now, we only had 8 persons. pathetic right???!?!?! other ccas has like..20+ PEOPLE!! wtf. haii, as expected lah. THEY told us that we were going to perform. and i had alrd prepared EVERYTHING! i even rushed back home after school to get the dance pants. than they say we are not performing anymore. -.- make ppl pekcek only lorh..walao. imagine you brought everything and your bag was SHO HEAVY. THAN they say nvr perform. =.= bastard. haii. stayed in school till 6, was tired but FUNNN. ^^v Andandand, we still have to go back to school on saturday ( which is tmr) and sunday for dance practice. sunday we'll going to chinatown for rehearsal. TILL NIGHT. LOL. wahpiang. no rest one lah.

STRESS

OMG OMG OMG!!!!! AHHHHHHHH. we have 4 PERIODS of maths today!!!!! EMath and AMath together somemore!!! wth!! i studied A math till i felt like crying man!!! and E math. wanted to DIE. omg..haiyo. head explode alrd!!! andandand, we ended school today at 3.55!!!! ON A THURSDAY!!!!! WTFZCXCZCZ! no fair lorh! study study study. study till i wanted to sleep. last second period was history and i almost slept in class. lucky i reminded myself that i was no longer in NA and i cant sleep in class anymore. HAIII. sad life. history is BORING. and the same goes to geography. Mr Vaahid's lesson was also boring. makes no difference. LOL. so yeah, imma going to die every thursday. :( and tmr stilll got A math. haiiii. stay back tmr till 7plus for performance for cca fair too. siannnn.

BUSY

Guessed im really busy with studies nowadays..homework homework homework. aiyoyo. bopian. express mah. tsk~ yah so, went to tamp 1 after school with meredith to buy jialin's bday present at more than words. than, went to times bookshop to buy my file. was paying at the counter and i saw STICKY!!!!!! OMG. immediately bought it^^ we went to back to school and surprised jialin with the present. she wasnt really expecting it. HAHAZ. and, she said OMG alot of times. jialin, hope you are TOUCHED. AHAHAHAHA.

First day.

THE usual boring day. yeah i know its first day of school ( sho what LOL ) anw, imma is not going to rot my blog with stuffs about "first day of school bla bla bla..." SHO COMMON. and readers, you'd probably heard it a MILLION times right? right right? duh~ so yeah. nothing new, just a change of principle ( WHICH i'd liked the previous one better) SIGHS lahhh. andandand, just REALIZED that school ends at around 3+ on some days for the sec 3s. WTF sial!!! sho unfair :'( think its because of our studies ._. and, i also just realized that iam taking TRIPLE MATH! T.R.I.P.L.E MATH YOU KNOW!!! SIANN! double siann!! haiii. haiii. haiii. sigh too much today :/ haha. its kinda hard having to try and hang out with two different group of friends at the same time. one in express and the other at NA. but whatever! i am NEVER EVER going to leave my cliques...even if the are in NA. i WAS one of them too yknow. i'll try...i'll try really hard. and i think i'll succeed. HEHE. three cheers! :D

Last day of holiday

Kinda realized my hair ish a lil reddish-brown. uh? mum has a lil red hair. nowonder ._.

yeah yeah i know today is the last day of holidayy. Cheer up ppl!!! its not end of the world!! there will be another holiday again! what im worried about now, IS MY HOLIDAY HW!!!!! its not done yet! wthzcxczvxczvxc! how how? got loads lehhh! haiya! should have done it earlier ._. blame who leh? ME OFCOURSE! lazy lazy bum bum. geez! sick on the first day of school is SO NOT on my list. damn it. :( play in the rain lorh..play somemore! see what happens now! imma is down with fever, flu, cough , sorethroat. basically everything. thanks to me. can someone pls help me pack for the first day of school?? cuz i seriously dont know what to bring! jesus! SHO MAFAN!

Changed of plans.

Didnt took much, sowie again.

Sho blurr. :( sowie!!

Had dinner last night , not at Billy's but at this western restaurant that i've never ever heard before. Its called "Dan Ryan's chicago grill" heard of it?? definitely not me. nice restaurant! really naise. located around tanglin mall? yeah i think so. there's LOADS of angmo there too! they serve food which are American protions. (which i didnt know) so i just picked anything. the burger is like...TWICE THE SIZE if our normal burger!! bloody hell right! if you are dumb enuf not to take the kids meal, you'll die eating the normal size! imma took the fish and chips and trust me, i barely finish! imma's australian cousin and uncle finished everything! we even had nachos as appetizers before our meal!! me and brother was like .....OMG! cant finish! so, as we ended our meal, we kinda walked around the restaurant leaving my uncle who is still sitting down. when we came back, he told us "pick your DESERTS" and i was like O.O wahpiang! sho full alrd still have deserts?!?!?!?!? brother and me looked at each other and we started laughing, cant believe what we heard! that was the BEST western restaurant i've ever been to! (and expensive too worr!!) one plate of food eg, my fish and chips can cost to $17++ freaking scary right??!?!? nowonder angmos like to go there! they even have a bar! imma took some pics and will post it up when i get back. ^^