USHER IN THE NEW YEAR.

Alrighty, 2011 has finally came to an end ytd and today is the start of a new year, a new start, a new future and definitely, a new challenge. whether 2012 will be a better year or not, its still early to tell but i can say that 2011 has-not-been-the best year for me, there are alot of ups and downs and im not saying that all the good things that happen to me are a waste, im saying that 2011 has given me such a difficult challenge and im happy to have conquer it.

 coming up to express, starting a new friendship, going into a new world, meeting all sorts of nonsense...all these things have been a tough one for me and there are times where i almost fell and could never ever get back up, but there are certain ppl who made me stronger and stronger each time i fell. those who were there for me will always stay in my heart and i'll be grateful to them forever. i now realize who are the ones who really care about me and who are the ones who couldnt care less and are only there for a short period of time. well, they are a history now and i wouldnt want to touch on them anymore.

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something that my aunt said, has made a great impact on me. when i was in Taiwan, my aunt told me " you're growing up now and your body needs all the nutrition they can get from your food. so theres no point losing weight by not eating, you have to eat to have a nice body." and that set me thinking, from always skipping food to eating lesser and lesser each day, is it worth it? loose weight, yes. but being so skinny and having a shapeless body will affect your future, you cant wear a nice dress looking like a skeleton, its hard to find clothes that fit you well too. anything you wear looks as if they're being put into a stick rather then you. so what if you've successfully fully slim down? a person who eats regular meals and does exercise would look a hundred times better.

 so from now onwards, (or rather, i've alrd started) to NEVER skip meals and eat in a proper portion. no less or no more. they say breakfast is the most impt, so i nvr skip it. to be honest, i feel that what i did in the past (skip meals and all) just to slim down is really childish and immature, im just doing harm to my body. you cant enjoy your meals whenever you head out to eat because you can only swallow that little portion. its wasting your money and food. now you might be wondering why im suddenly saying all these things, thats becuz this is the thing that affected me in 2011 and i'll nvr let it happen again in 2012. 

im not bad-mouthing anyone, im just reflecting on myself. i prefer a well maintain shaped body then to skinny-ness now. ppl who compares and fights to be skinnier then the other, pls, you're embarrassing yourself. PEACE! (Y) and randall, thanks for your advice ;D

(and i think i've grown more mature having this knowledge. AHAHA! XD)

Oh and how do you find my corset nails? cool eh? XD loving it!